I can almost do it!!!!!
I at last feel that I am on the way to understanding what this is all about! Gone is that funny feeling of being on the outside looking in, I feel asa if the light bulb has at last come on and things are now clearer and less frightening. I had my observation last Monday and for the best part of it did so much better than I thought I would. I felt at a teacher at ;ast and my class were wonderful, a real help. They tried so hard and did me proud!! I think my mentor was please, she seemed as if she was. Me, I could'nt believe I had done it and not collapsed in a jibbering heap even before the observation happened. Now for the next one on the 23rd, I feel as if I can handle this one even better, well I would like to and I feel that i must stay positive and not get myself in such a shaking mess again!! Good luck to you all and remeber if I can do it so can you.
All that worries me now are the assignments. they seem a vast task and are worrying me quite a bit. The one for ours seems a bit more staight forward, but the two for a Friday, what can I say besides HELP!!!! Got to get then sorted however and I sippose that once I begin they should all fall into place. well at least I can dream can't I! I am not technical minded and the thought of doing anything even slightly like this terrifies me. I will I think keep it all basic and just do what I know I am comfortable doing then at least I can't go wrong, can I? Well here goes I will go for it and do my best, as they say thats all we can all do, our best.